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Sunday, December 17, 2006

12:09PM

im pretty sure no one reads this shit anymore but there is not much else to do..

in the last couple of months i have...

-moved into a cool new house in braddon with alex
-gotten a couple of new jobs
-gotten through my first year of uni
-become obsessed with silkscreening
-refused to ever silk screen again
-spent all my money
-drunk at least 3 or 4 boxes of clean skin white
-quit smoking
-gotten $450 worth of speeding fines
-mostly paid off speeding fines
-missed bronwyn
-found a new cat

im sure i did more than that..

in the last hour i have
-refused to ever housesit again
-cleaned up heaps of dogshit and attempted to dig a hole for a dead chicken
-cried about a dead chicked because there is no shovel and i cant dig a hole big enough and a poor chicken died because im terrible at housesitting

im frustrated and about to spend the next 4 hours walking around woden wanting to die.. maybe handing out pamplets if i could be bothered.

other than all that negative stuff.. stuff's good and fun for the most part and im excited for christmas and buying presents for everyone and budgeting and seeing my family and playing with alex's new niece and maybe buying a kitten if i can commit to such a thing.. and not housesitting anymore so that i can enjoy my own space and a comfortable bed and yummy christmas food!

merry christmas!

Monday, September 11, 2006

3:42PM - PARRRRTEEHHHHH





Yes! it's true! BEN'S 21st is this wednesday night at my place:

5 Cruikshank Street
WANNI-MASSIVE!
from about 9-930ish

(you can blame the ridiculous amount of speed cameras around canberra for there being very little alcohol provided so if you wish to drink.. glasses will be provided)

bring your party boots and a good knowledge of how to light fires in those barrell thingos!

Bring your friends if they're friendly.




YAY!


Thursday, August 31, 2006

12:14PM

its so cool when you're putting washing on the line and you have a bunch of pegs in one hand..and a bunch of socks in the other and you run out of pegs and socks at the same time. It happens quite a lot. I like that feeling.

I made juice this morning with my Mum's juice maker. Everyone thinks they're crap cos it's a waste of all that fruit pulp for the small amount of juice it gets outa the fruit. Not so, in my family, cos we can mix the leftover fruit pulp into the dog's food. extra vitamins! so everybody's happy and I get to make a small amount of orange, strawberry, apple and ginger juice with a ridiculous amount of fruit.

I'm missing the Herd tonight to work. yeah, kevin, i realise im retarded.. but like... ALL that money i would lose going to the Herd versus the money i have extra if i work and also seeing them at stonefest...hmm, ttrryyying to make myself feel better about it.

I don thave much to say. Thankyou for Smoking is fantastic! go see it! excited for little miss sunshine. 2:37 was bullshit, kendal was right.

Wednesday, August 9, 2006

12:35AM

fuck. i just turned 20, thats a strange thought.

Today was weird. Haha, and to think i just spent the last hours of being 19 breaking up and then getting back together with the boy. Im not even sure that we broke up. But im pretty sure that we're back together. But I decided that being 20 for the first day, I wanted to sleep in and not drive the boy to work at 8 in the morning. So I came back to Wanni-massive to do just that. Still, strange. At least I got some help with my maths homework. Something in this relationship is functional at least.

Today i bought new black pants that i like but am too scared to wear cos theyre so tight. I also bought another tshirt with an apple on it. And some red sunnies that are soooooooooo hot. And me and Kate bored Owey to death with our indigenous education class debate stories for a lonnnng time. and we payed out emo kids loudly and meanly and then realised there were two very nice (not fresh, a little older) emo kids sitting next to us. I dunno if Kate noticed, actually. But i was definately still thinking about it later on. ...when i should have been thinking about doing some study. Then I sat and talked to the snowboarding guy for another hour in that Braddon ski shop while Leon spent another $300+ on his second ski jacket for this month. Jese.. and to think last week he couldnt afford to eat! (not to mention no birthday present has been purchased yet, since I have been too girl-emotional to admit to anything i want him to buy me because Im a brat and want him to choose something for me on his own...is that horrible and mean? yes.. yes i think it is)

This DJ Shadow song won't download so I think now its time to go to bed.

Current music: matisyahu (sp?)

Wednesday, August 2, 2006

6:31PM - HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN!!

I'm sitting in my IT class listening to my teacher talk about a small town in Alaska. I think Alaska might be too cold for me. Now we're listening to an Alaskan radio staion.
But yeah, I'm learning how to make webpages AND all about Alaska. This is two classes in one, shit!

School this semester has decided to be terribly boring. And, sort of difficult. More difficult to get motivated than anything else. And maths. ukk, maths.

No more bar on Mondays it seems. But short semester, yay!

Also, last night was a farely successful night as a non-smoker. Drinking and not smoking is difficult. it's weird now how much i can smell cigarettes on other people now. I appologies to all past non-smoking ex's.
Kevin will be happy, I'm sure.

I just found out that you can look at a webcam of the expressways in Canada. That would be awesome if you were like crazy about not getting caught in traffic. It's 4:17am in Toronto and a webcam from the Skydome shows there's only a couple of cars on the expressway. Fascinating.

Diana only writes LJ's when she;'s upset. or angry. I should find out what that's about.

I could not possibly have parked my car furthur from this class and there's still another hour to go and at 7:30pm it will be a cold trek to my car.


I have not much of anything to say, clearly.

Oh, I would like to say.. If Modest get announced for Falls, I will be incredibly happy. If they don't I have have to reconsider my new year plans. Kate and I have decided that maybe Sydney is the way to go this year. No more crazy 4 day benders with the group that loves to bend.


I'm totally not gonna survive IT. it's too boring.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

2:37PM - so Melbourne was cold and Splendour was muddy...

i went down with this crew...
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c-c-c-c-c-cccooocaaiinnneee .. and then a trip down the shops ended up with me at the hairdresser getting little lines shaved into my head..hmm.
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this girl made my weekend beautiful..
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these boys made me laugh...
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we trekked through a lake (biggest puddle EVER!)... (camping situation was similar)
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we made funny faces in the rain...
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i donttttt know how to do LJ cuts...
so yeah, oh well.

Melbourne holiday was great (no camera).. splendour holiday was fantastic (sean's camera) although exhausting and Im happy to be home although now is uni time and work time and busy busy busy time! but good to be in routine again(never thought i would say that..)


work time..whoo!

Current mood: dont..want..to..go..to..worrrk
Current music: death cab - we looked like giants

Thursday, March 2, 2006

7:24PM

HILLTOP HOODS ON THE FIRST FRIDAY OF SCHOOL HOLIDAYS AT THE UNI BAR!!! hell fucking yes!

Monday, January 2, 2006

9:36PM - So This Is The New Year...

Well, fuck.

Falls festival was...amazing..most of the time. I guess this year was more about myself and my year, rather than the music and getting fucked up- although the music was fantastic and getting fucked up was.. well i guess getting fucked up less than last year at least..was a lot more enjoyable. It was definately an expensive choice but I'm glad I did it. I'm sure I won't be able to do it again to that extent for a very long time.

And fuck, Cat Empire will definately never be the same. Beautiful Girls, The Shins were fantastic. I know the Dandy Warhols are not brilliant... but when you are running around screaming to Bohemiam Like You.. and you are surrounded at a festival by at least 50 of the funnest people around..I could think of nothing better.. especially brilliant to spend it with the most beautiful girl I've ever known, who I have such an intensely strong bond with. Ahhh, everything. Definately beautiful.

As for the last year.. I think I'll be happy to leave it behind with a lot of other years. It was definately not one of the better years. some of the people I met and the experiences I had were amazing times, but the year as a whole was difficult and frustrating and I spent most of the year unsettled in almost everything and confused... and drug-fucked. Far too much.

I don't know what's going to happen this year. Things are already looking up. Olly moving back to Tasmania in a couple of weeks is definately going to be a good and final way to move on. Been accepted into the course I'm wanting to do. Getting a car will hopefully make me social again and make my life a lot easier and a lot more independent. Forcing myself to work less, get more school work done. And no drugs in the school term. That is most definate.

I did have good times last year. A couple of the people I met last year were more amazing and more inspiring than most of the people I've met in my life. Some of the others I met definately had a scary influence.. but I definately made all my decisions on my own.

This year may not be as crazy and fun but fuck it will be important and hopefully a lot more satisfying. I have't been this confident in my future ever.

Happy New Year guys :o)
Thanks to those that contributed to my experience at Falls Festival. All of it was positive and crazy fun.

Current mood: tired
Current music: death cab

Wednesday, December 7, 2005

10:07PM - ARGHRHGRHGRHGRHHHHHHH

:o( to all things.. including people not being at home when i visit them to whinge and sook and cry and then having to walk home with no ipod batteries...all after the fucking argjhhhhhhhhhhh bus ride of doom. and to cover charges in hippo always happening only when i'm going to civic JUST to go to hippo (and its free when we just walk past and go in) and to fucking..yyyyyyyooouuuuu who is laughing at me even bothering to make a fucking livejournal post because im upset about this. fuck. and i dont ever even use livejournal when im at home and i feel like a nut writing it at home and being on the computer when i get fucking paid to do this all day arghjafdl;aksdjfa;ldkfjas;dlfkjS:LDGKJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJFJASSDDDDDDDDDDDDDimgoingtobedfuckingfuckyoutohell.


and then to make myself feel better i call that fucking stupid boy thinking that maybe just once, just this fucking once, we'll get along like we used to and promising myself that if he doesn't answer i dont care if he doesnt call back. but i do :o( and THAT was only just as an attempt to make myself feel better PAHFUCKING.

argh i want my over fucking emotion git side to just fuck off so i can enjoy everythign else so much more.

Current music: dcfc transatlanticism or however you spell it

Friday, December 2, 2005

1:45PM - COOLEST MUSIC QUIZ EVER!!!!!

I don't usually get into these kind of forwards and shit but this was actually pretty cool. (sorry I dont know how to tag things so your friends page will be spammed)
There's meant to be 72 bands hidden in here.. I think I only found like 40 or something..
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I was wearing Diana's Sid shirt and the sex pistols was one of the last ones i found. Anyway, it's cool.

In other news..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIANABANNERMANDO!

and in different news..I'm listening to an Elliott Smith bootleg and I guess I've never really listened to it that carefully..but in Bottle Up and Explode you hear the security guard going "you cant film that, no recording blah blah" and he's like "nah, elliott said i could!" and i dunno but its cute and made me laugh and whatever.


and in retarded news..
I hate having no money. A credit card was most likely a horrible idea..even if it IS purple.
I need to not be going to sydney and falls and Big day out. Buttttttttt I can;t help myself. argh.

Argh I want work to be over. I want people to not be arseholes here. I want to be somewhere else that I can not be frustrated. Somewhere with less pissed-off tension in the world.

Current mood: work shits me
Current music: ES live at showbox

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

4:57PM

I've decided that the only possible way that I'm ever going to get hurt is by allowing myself to be hurt. And I guess the same goes for everything. If you want to be happy you have be open and accepting of happiness. Sometimes it's easier to be hurt and feel sorry for yourself and be sulky. It's true, it's a damn lot more effort sometimes to really enjoy happiness, when being sulky and miserable is so easy to embrace. Sulky and miserable is no scheduled tasks, no socialising.. staying in bed with soup, tv and running mascara was never so much fun? It's easier, anyway. It's easier to eat junk food and feel like shit..than rushing home from work, spending 20 minutes in the bathroom to go out, using all your petrol, smoking all your cigarettes, shouting all your beer money, driving home and going to work 4 hours later. Either which way you choose will get you into a cycle..and once you're either one way or the other it takes a lot to swing you in the opposite direction.
I don't really have that much going for my next 3 weeks. I have no money, I'm in a job where I sit 3 metres away from my manager that I don;t get along with in the slightest, I seem to be falling out (at least a little) with my closest friends, all except for one who is moving even further away than she already is in a couple of months, I spend too much of my time thinking about a boy who was so incredibly different only a few months ago before 5-6 cones a day became a regular thing.. it's all pretty ..i dunno. But it's only 3 weeks, and fuck after that 3 weeks it's going to be so fucking good. I'm enjoying waking up to go to work and counting down the days. FRICK it's only a few more weeks till FALLS! and the end of full time work(for now) and the beginning of finally doing something with myself that will somehow get me (eventually) to where I want to be! and meeting new people, and spending what I have and not spending what I don;t have. No more saving all my money and putting it all into different accounts only to end up spending it and fucking myself over before I even know what I've done with it. Things are looking so far up. People are coming home. It's like the end of year 12 gone right. ahh it's brilliant. Blue skys.

Your black star are a band I wish I'd paid attention to the last few times I saw them live. Oh well.

Emma at work has one of those chocolate advent calenders that has a chocolate that you eat counting down everday until christmas. She's let me eat the chocolate for every weekend day that we're not here. that was a good entertaining 10 minutes at work today.
And I'm still at work! argh! I spent half an hour building up the freaking courage and excuses to be able to leave work half an hour early and just as I'm about to ask my boss tells me she's leaving early for the day! (We need at least 2 peolple int he department at once) so i'm stuck here sulking. But at least I have Your Black Star and this guy that does instrumental covers of Radiohead songs.

Hmm It's not so bad after all.

And if you've ever felt loved and lovely:

Love of mine some day you will die
but ill be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
just our hands clasped so tight
waiting for the hint of a spark
if heaven and hell decide
that they both are satisfied
illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

if there's no one besdi9e you
when your soul embarks
then i'll follow you into the dark

In catholic school as vicious as roman rule
i got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
and i held my tongue as she told me
"son, fear is the heart of love"
so i never went back

you and me have seen everything to see
from bangkok to calgary
and the soles of your shoes are all worn down
the time for sleep is now
it's nothing to cry about
cause we'll hold eachother soon
the blackest of rooms

if heaven and hell decide
that they both are satisifed
illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
if there's no one beside you when your soul embarks
ill follow you into the dark.

Current mood: bored
Current music: your black star grateful nation

Monday, November 28, 2005

10:59AM - only 6.5 hours left of the day..

the days go slow and the years go flying by..

So today I learnt how to upload photos from a camera phone to livejournal! (obviously it's a day that my manager is not at work!)
Annywho..

I stare at this all day..
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A large blank white wall, with a window to the right..that looks out onto a tin roof. Pretty damn exciting..

But i get to sit next to this girl..
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who's been playing a net game all morning where you hit penguins with a baseball bat and watch them slide.
The day's going slower than usual but at least we're enjoying ourselves slightly..and i get to fuck around with a camera phone!
and eat nesquick! mmmmmyarrm.

That's really all i have. ONLY 3 WEEKS LEFT of this fucked up retarded job, then falls, then uni! hoooooooooooofuckingrrrrrah!

Current music: dappled cities

Thursday, October 20, 2005

12:49PM

fuck you painful back as a result of getting a tattoo in a place which makes it difficult to sleep comfortably and as such wake up with sore shoulders and back.fuck.
fuck you motherfucker for making me sick and then letting me drive all the way out to fucking ..ages away so i can just find out that instead of the comfortable fuck-around-do-nothing-maybe-movie-night-alone-together that i'd looked forward to all day, you had most likely told the others you were doing nothing (because, really, i am nothing) so that they all come over, and then make plans to go to the pub while i hobble back to my car in backpain and snot to drive the halfhour back home again.
fuck you immature little fuck for making my friend sad and making me angry as you really aren't worth my friend even being upset about anyway.
fuck you rain for making me sit in a puddle at my desk for the next 4 and a half hours just so i could walk to the shops and get a chocolate bar that i didnt enjoy because i ate it as i was running.
fuck you elliott smith tribute night organisers for making it a night that i have to in canberra to fucking babysit two fucking dogs who definately are big enough to look after themselves.

on another note..Thank fuck for my parents going away this weekend because it has definately been far too long. Also, having a car for the weekend is a plus even if they are too stingey to put petrol in it. and having bronwyn in my house as well as the house that my house turns into while my parents are away and all the beautiful things that happen except minus the drugs for the first time.
Also,thanks to my brother for considering coming to tasmania with me for a week before falls..and not to suss out the situation the boy usually lives in and the year ex girlfriend-of-two-years..no..but to see the forest that sucks up my $30 donation every month. im sure it'll be nice. and ive never been to hobart either.wait on a sec. now after looking a thte virgin blue sight im thinkings its going to be more than $600 to detour to hobart from or before falls. Jeeeeesus. oh well. still strongly thinking about it i guess. but then again that is also the money i could spend on an ipod?
god im soaked from that fucking rain. and my shirt is sticking to my scabbing tattoo that i dont regret but i am thinking about a lot.

thats enough bitching for one massive post. yay free house and car. horrah.

Current music: the mountain goats

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

11:14AM

nothing to do nothing to do.

Nobody's in the office and I've nothing to do but sit and wait for someone to realise that I've been emailing Ben for the last 3 hours and not actually doing any work at all. My desk is spotless which is a clear sign that I'm not even close to busy. I like being busy, it makes the time go by.

So the songs that I've had on repeat the last week..

This Year - The Mountain Goats (because it makes me the happiest person in the universe when it's playing)

Beverly Hills - Weezer (because my =w= obsession died in the arse about two years ago and I can't make myself listen to the whole album, bu the first and second songs are catchy enough)

Please Leave - Jebediah (i dunno why, just forgot about it and came back to it for a week. the breakup song of year 8)

Pinstripe - Something for Kate (ben had my Elsewhere album for...like a year. I've been listening to this song non-stop on incredibly loudly. It makes me happy and sad at the same time)

Hurricanes - Faker (it's just so damn cool)

Tomorrow, Tomorrow - Elliott Smith (XO came out of nowhere, and i've just been putting it on all the time and going straight to this song everytime.)

So yeah, who's coming to Red Gecko on Friday night? Di, I'm looking straight at you!

Monday, September 5, 2005

8:06AM

WHOOOO karma has slapped me pretty hardcore in the face. I'm sorry for being the prick I was last ..december? or whenever it was. I really am sorry. And now I'm being treated in the exact same way and there's really nothing I can do about it but feel dreadful.

Current mood: farkorf
Current music: the flys - got you where i want you

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

1:54PM

there is no need to throw your arms around
and there is no need to ask unless there is some doubt

if you are comfortable with two feet on the ground
you don't need wings now

have you set down your course or are you out of control, my dear?
are you accidentally part of some involuntary movement here?

we thought we knew it so well we could do it with our arms tied behind our backs
and our eyes shut tight
i thought i knew it so well i could stop
so i stopped and we can't start again

stand under the hole in your roof
let the rain come in and fall down on your head

it's a simple joy you can bring upon yourself
it's a simple something new, something else

trees stand in a perfect line
trees stand at attention

not much time has passed
but already she likes concrete better than grass
and i don't think we'll last

so i stare up at the sky and it hurts my eyes
maybe i'll go blind
maybe all i'll see is, all i'll see is sunshine

just trying to sound
i'm not trying to sound
i don't wanna sound like this
you're the last day of april every year
you're grey, feeling for something anything, you can't have
oversize, owning the road
pulled by a current, tossed over in the wind
you focus your sights and try
to stare up at the sky
and it hurts your eyes
maybe you'll go blind
or maybe all you'll see is, all you'll see is sunshine
sunshine

walk in a straight line
you waste energy in the daytime
you know exactly what you're doing
sometimes 

Monday, August 15, 2005

7:41PM - you make me cry when you smile

well fuck. so much stuff.

to begin with... FREAKING greatest birthday every! dianabannersmanns, brons, em chap, benjamin, chris gladddd (who I met in Nebraska a couple of weeks back) that fucking beautiful boy who is full of surprises, everyone that came to beauty girls/butta-fingas-mutha-fuckas..FUCK it couldn't have possibly been more beautiful!
and, fuck, celebrating olly's birthday at midnight as well and me and chris glad putting our power into our phone clocks....PERFECT!!

This coming weekend means terminal 9 at HOMMEEE in SYYDDNNEEYYY with KOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLISM horrah and mix master mike and olly seeing sydney for the first time and bronnnnja time and the final night to a 3 month drug binge which must sadly die due to my insides dying and my head hurting and my doctor telling me so. But that's ok, it's all for my best i guess? but with all the prescriptions it feels like im doing more drugs than ever!
anyway..terminal 9, I'm feeling it.
I'm also feeling the hair colour making my head sting. damn.
and yay cos now matty s is coming!

anyway.; there's nothing else to say...except that my friends are great, that they're perfect, even. THat I have one and a half days off work and I'm going to spend my doctor's certificate wisely. That I'm in smitten more and more everyday, and with reason. That my mum is cool even in all her over-caring and over-whelming-ness. and that there are first season sex and the city repeats, horrah~!

Current music: downsyde - whatever is number 3

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

7:41PM

HHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOKAYYYYYYYYYY

so made last entry private for fear of people reading and getting my feelings mixed up and not making sense quite as they did not even a whole week ago. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy do things so quickly get fucked up, although I'm positive the entire thing is in my mind and im being a fuckwit and maw im sad for what could have been with something that is probably onesided or probably not im confused what the fuck. fuck. it's all in my mind, im being a paranoid nutcase, im told. and yeah, thats probably right.

new job started this week. there's not crazy amounts of thinking involved, just a fuckload to do, really. but at least im still at the point where i can come home and know that even know theres heaps of shit to do tomorrow for the moment its really not that much to do with me and i can leave it at work and let my mind rest rather than stress out for what didn't get done. fuck my sentances are long tonight.
the downside to work is that i come home from work and i stay at home, none of this random going out, all hours and blah. tomorrow night is thursday night and there's no drugs for me..since i can't exactly take a sickie in the first week (for one i dont get paid for it) and secondly because i'm at work for 9 hours and the thought of actually getting stuff done all scattered and yuk is not too appealing. BUT since thursdays are the new saturdays it looks like ill have a very boring week for the next month or so..unless y'all come out saturday? and you MUST because yeah, fridays and saturdays are going to be my only nights out for a longgggg time. that'll be a lot different. guess ill be saving money but?

ramblerambleramble.


i want to be at sarah blasko right now. crap. or in france.

next weekend means a free house! and also a party in sydney im thinking of going to. either way it'll be a free house friday and saturday, or itll be a free house friday and a party in sydney on saturday so itll be goodish either way. i think an l to the s to the d party will be on the way..


friday means going on a date which isnt really a date but soudns like a date but isnt with my boyfriend kinda thing? i think a good clarifying chat will need to be on the way..but at the end of the night so its not horribly awkward. and shiitttttttt how do i get myself into this kinda shit?

my mum has a sealed plastic bag full of dog hair on the study table. scary.

WOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWW that was a pile of rambling shit and a half. least it kept my fingers busy i guess.



come home from that stupid work travel bullshit with that stupid fucking beautiful (and not quite stupid) older girl that's staying in your hotel room. fuck you fuck you. i dunno if i mean him or her..? argh fuck you both and youre fucking work fucking bullshit fucking fucking fucking yeah. oh yeah, and he's moving into her house. and she doesnt like me because of her defensive stupid crush on him EVEN THOUGH she's like 5 years older! and she's rude to me and makes it awkward around all his friends. who are all nice, except her. FUCKKK.

im gonna go sulk and watch getaway and wait for that stupid phonecall that'll prolly never come :o(

Current mood: humph
Current music: JBT - pickapart

Monday, July 4, 2005

10:12PM

As I flicked through tv channels tonight I wondered why anyone would want to watch a half naked blonde shave her pubes in the shower while singing the national anthem. And isn't Big Brother one of the most popular shows on television at the moment?

I am sick as a fucking dog. I've sworn after the previous weekend to stay away from drugs and damnit I will stick to that. Or at least stay away from serious drugs. I am left with barely a voice, a cough like a motherfucker, and sniffles that probably drove the guy next to me at work up the wall all day.
fucking sniffles. Also, I have turned my boyfriend of not very long at all into a drug maniac in the very short time I have known him, which is a bad and horrible thing I've realised since now he is having post-acid what-the-fuck-am-i-doing-with-myself-do-i-even-belong-on-this-planet breakdowns, and I am whinging of a cold. Oh well, I guess at least he has been turned off drugs for a while.

Dusk is driving me crazy. The customers drive me crazy. The weddings that demand me to wrap 200 candles a day drive me crazy. People coming into the store saying "oh it must be so nice and peaceful to work in a store like this" while we're all stressing out in the storeroom, is driving me crazy.

Good news? I dont have any good news. I'm tired. Work today was good but tomorrow means working at Dusk, so that's bad. My parents are maniacs. I was so keen to go out tonight but had no money, and just as I have finally put on my pjs and half fallen alseep I get a call from Myles inviting me to a penthouse in kingston. Damnit. I would have gone, too. If not to see Myles for the last time than to get my house keys off him and find out whether he ever found my earing.

I hate the feeling on your teeth after eating banana.

Current music: neutral milk hotel

Thursday, June 23, 2005

6:24PM

so swing with you hips, my baby, when you're dancing to these tunesssss.

-cat empire at falls. probably the closet thing i got to being straight that whole weekend and probably some of the best fun, too.
-sssnoooowwwww in canadiaiaiaia because it sucks to have such cold weather here but nothign nice to look at but rain.
-common room/starbucks days with Gabs and Diban
-going to bands in sydney alllllllll the time and managing to afford it somehow?
-YAIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
-whatveer i was doing last time i saw Teflon by Jebs live
-my best friend still being my best friend and not some stranger i barely know at all anymore.
-cool new random that ive known for a week which feels like months, who ive spent ever day with since i met him??weird.
-runrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunletshavesomefunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunwe'lldrinkdrinkdrinkdrink a toast to the sun.
-singing butterfingers in the car with dibannnnnnnnerman.
-brocolli
-something for fucking kate
-seeing hilltops over and over..homebake night dancing like maniacs with too much go.
-modest mouse on the top of chapman ridge with Em
-bron being in canberra..most of the time.
-reliable income
-seeing mayyyyy lots and lots horrah.


-jube
-nip!


Lord, unchain my feet. let me mingle with the good people we meet.


that was a shittily pointless post. aha.

Current mood: tired.
Current music: re-living le cat empire.

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